Dont grieve for me

 

 

Don't grieve for me ; For now I am Free

 

Born as a human, I have seen it in all

Love and  Hatred, Gain  and  Pain

Fear, Jealousy, Insecurity – even I had them all

Trial and Error as I grew,

Mistakes  and Blunders all very true

All is well that ends well

Don’t grieve for me, For Now I am free

 

Each day I lived, little better than yesterday

Tried & Failed,

But never failed to try

Don’t grieve for me; for now I am free

 I grew with Ego, Hurt and  Pain stored very high

Was filled with pride to see it there

Always willing to pay back, to those who deserved a share

Don’t grieve for me, for now I am free

 

Days Passed into Years

Youth was gone and a new age dawned

The Hurt the Ego the Pain

 Still holding high

Although deep inside, I knew it was time to bid good bye

Don’t grieve for me, for now I am free

As days passed by, gripped a fear

“What if, today I was to leave everyone dear?”

There was so much to hear, so much to say,

But, what if I never had another day?

Misunderstandings and apologies, never cleared nor said

With a hope to do it some blessed day

But, what if there was just today?

Don’t grieve for me, for now I am free

It has been a mad race all my life,

Fuming and frowning all the while

Storing the hurt, the ego the pain all so high,

Trying to let go, was a task difficult but I was ready to try

How unfair would it be to the ones I loved?

If ever, I was to leave today

 Stories untold

Apologies unsaid

Love unexpressed

Glories unsung

 When I am dead and am gone

Don’t be lost thinking if I really cared

Don’t be lost thinking if I knew I was wrong

Don’t be lost thinking if I had forgotten and forgiven

Mistakes, and errors, fear and suspicion,

All that was fair and unfair

All seemed so unimportant today

Because I realized –What if there was never another day?

Today, I surrender all those memories fond and dear

Joy, and sorrow, hope and fear

Ego, anger, sadness and pain

At this moment all looked vain

I was here to love and be loved

People, circumstances, and memories helped me grow

Don’t be lost thinking, if I still nurtured hate

As I have surrendered it all today, before it is too late

When I am gone and exist no more

Things will never be same as before

When you are happy and want to share your joy

Or when you are sad and want to cry

When you want to hug and tell me –“It is you I need”

I will miss you, and hope I could stay for a while”

But, don’t grieve for me, and hold me back

Don’t grieve for me, for now I am free